What if I'm enough?

...just a thought.

Today I made a major decision about my business.

It’s one that I’ve been inching towards for the last year or so. Every step, every move further moved me in this new direction.

This is what I know for sure:
I love to write, I love to share, I love to create, I love to talk to Black women (not just people).

I am a world that walks around and people feel the depth and gravity of that world.

The question I need to be asking myself is “who do I need to invite in that world?”

Let’s be real, this economy is not an economy.

This industry isn’t acting like an industry, it’s acting like an insiders club that serves stale ham and cheese sandwiches. I’m tired of trying to ask for a bite.

Instead, I’m cultivating my own space, my own practice, my own platform.

I thought “what will I offer?”

“how will it come together?”

“what does it mean?”

What if all along, it was about…me?

What if people just wanted me to show up and be me?

What if all I had to do was exist to deserve what I’ve been asking for?

What if all the hardship that I thought was preparation was really…me delaying decisions I didn’t have the courage to make and that’s what stopped me from manifesting what I wanted?

Then, what?

Is it possible that I’m enough?

What if it’s possible that I don’t have to prove anything to anyone and I could just exist?

What if I could write on the internet and there wasn’t a course attached?

What if I could share my thoughts, ideas, perspective, and people really appreciated what I had to say?

Well…

I’m interested in finding out.